plans for animations

I feel like when I make my animations and upload them, I'm gonna keep it all unlisted and upload the link on Xitter or here. I'm too paranoid of the algorithm. I worry about that with Xitter but from the looks of it my art ends up cropped a lot in the previews. It's overall a mess, a fun mess. Chaotic. I don't think I need to worry about accidentally going viral. Not until after I'm dead anyways. Whenever that would be. I feel afraid of death, of dying. I went to go take a nap earlier as I pulled an all nighter and have to go to work in 10 minutes. When I was drifting off, I was reminded of the times I went under anesthesia which kept jolting me awake. It's so terrifying, being forcefully put to sleep like that unable to fight it. For some reason the thought of drowning is the most comforting way to die imo, way more than being "peacefully" put to sleep. The thrashing, the suffocation. Everything happens fast, you're put on the spot unable to truly think about the "this is it" monologue.